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en-fcking-gaged at 5:40 PM

I have said it a thousand times to myself and people around me that I WILL NEVER GET ENGAGED! See, nobody should EVER say NEVER. Everytime I say 'never', the thing that I say 'never' to will always happen.

Maybe I should say something like "I will never marry a prince", then maybe it'll happen!

Or maybe "I will never become super rich and famous".

Who knows what the power of the word "NEVER" brings?!

So right now, my boyfriend and I are tied down to an approxiamately 7 months contract. The hantaran, you will have to stay tune, I'll only let you know during the wedding. I feel that the amount is unrealistic, and the hantaran is not so important to me. Kata Y2K couple, tkya ah kecoh2 with the traditional stuff. I can't stop staring at my ring because it feels weird. I am not an accessory person. I don't wear earrings, necklace, bangles and the only ring that I have been wearing is my Tiffany and Co silver ring. I only started wearing it 2 years ago.

My purpose for blogging this down is so that I can read it back when I am older and laugh at myself silly! Or, in case I suddenly have memory loss, my loved ones can always come to my blogger page and show me my blog posts.

I can never imagine myself during my wedding. I have always planned certain details of my wedding in my head but right now, I have to plan everything properly! Seriously, I do not know where to start. I prefer the weddings that mat sallehs have - walking down the isle, exchanging vows, etc...

If I had it my way, I want to run away and marry secretly. I hated it when I had to sit there during the engagement and people kept on taking pictures of me. Does that mean I can never be a famous hollywood actress? I will not be able to handle all those paparazzi's right?! LOL.

My plan was to hire a personal trainer months before my wedding, start wearing braces 2 years earlier, and prepare every detail of the wedding at least 1 year before the actual day. Since I have only 7 months to prepare, I have to scrap all my plans. I don't care anymore. I'll let my 2 sister in law plan everything like that tv show "Who's wedding is it anyway?".

Our family actually wanted the wedding to be in May, but I couldn't find any nice dates on the calendar. So I decided on July since 7 is my favourite number.

Anyway, I will make my engagement album private, cos I hate to let everyone see how simple it was! I did my own makeup and wore my old baju kebaya. But I didn't do too bad on my makeup. That's what my bestfriend told me. Awww, she's too nice.

Here's a bonus photo.




earth to nira at 8:37 AM

i can blog tru my nokia e72! 3 cheers to that! who blogs often, now that we have twitter and fb right? anyway...i just wanted to put my thoughts somewhere,dont have a pen...so might as well blog. I was JUST THINKING ABOUT ME NOT PRAYING AND NOT FASTING PROPERLY. I FEEL GUILTY ABOUT THAT AND DURING THIS HOLY MONTH I PRAY THAT GOD WILL OPEN UP MY HEART...SO THAT I'M CLOSER TO HIM. I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT ALL THE THINGS THAT I'VE PRAYED AND HOPED FOR,  AND ALL THE GOOD THINGS AND PEOPLE AROUND ME...ALL THOSE ARE GIVEN TO ME...BILE SUSAH DOA, BILE SENANG KITA SEMUA LUPA.  RIGHT?  


SEDIHNYE!! at 7:00 AM

SO SADDDDDDD!!

I just watched a video on Youtube about Pasha and Okie. So that was the video that Ct was talking about !!!! Pasha, don't choose anak soebandono tu ! Die masih A-B-G lagi ! So sad.... Pilih lah Okie. RUJUK! RUJUK! RUJUK! So romantic !!!!!!!!


I thought wrong at 6:18 AM

Once again, I feel unmotivated to go to work. I thought that by agreeing to mentor others, I would want to come to work because of the new challenge. Instead, I feel the opposite. Gosh, I feel stupid and have this feeling that I will not be a good mentor! I did not even go to poly! Tomorrow I have another one coming, alamak, I feel sick lah.

Sometimes I don't understand myself. I actually wanted to blog about some other things as well but I worry that it might seem silly when put in words. And, when you address it, it becomes real. So I'll just leave it as it is.


in a state of confusion at 6:53 AM

It has been a week and 2 days. I'm still having Ungu fever. I ACTIVATED my twitter account because Pasha has one. and because makki has it and therefore i can look at exclusive pictures of them backstage! I LIKE. The other reason is because I am obsessed. That's all. Now, I dont know what to do @ twitter. I dont understand it. I dont know what to post, but I'll prolly get the hand of it soon. I hope. I dont understand how people cope with twitter and Fb. See, if you have twttier, why would you want to post at twitter? Don't understand. I must get over this. Must get over this soon!

See, everyday, I come home from work, I lie down on my bed and watch youtube videos of Ungu or Pasha. I think I watched most of Ungu's concerts already! Besides that, I turn on their songs before and after sleep, in the shower and in the less than 10 minutes taxi rides to work. But according to Yan, my Ungu fever has subsided slightly. I give myself another week. Moping around doesn't do me any good.

I'll be mentoring tomorrow. Chey, mentor seh. It is something quite big to me, cause it's my first time. So I must show a good example! Aku sendirik tak masuk polytechnic, then I must mentor polytechnic students. Thank god they are in Year 1. I can be corrupted sometimes, but I try my best ...


Kla, I still want to watch videos of Pasha and Oncy. Damn you guys la! Why must u be so good looking.


My favourite~ at 6:06 AM


Pasha's luar biasa speech. Tunggu video nak upload punye la lembab!




I like to see Oncy gelek2...so cute gitu kan.
And that awful voice singing at the background is NOT ME. Haha.

Kla thats all. BYE.


LUAR BIASA ! at 8:56 PM

I feel like a crazy fan. UNGU CONCERT WAS SUNGGUH LUAR-BIASA! ( seems like everyone who went are using the word "luar biasa" because of Pasha ) He kept saying "luar biasa" through out the concert. SO HOT sia. Even though he is not that fluent in English - LOL. His spoken english + indon accent, super cute lah!!!!!! I can die. Seriously. I was abit upset because the $138 tickets were sold out, so we bought the $88 ticket instead. If not dah bole salam2 dengan Pasha. We got a discount for buying 6 tickets, so we paid $82+ for each ticket. Cik Ct action tanak pergi at first...but later she came along. I was happy that she came, ade member terpekik terlolong dengan aku !

They sounded good live and they interacted with the audience. Pasha was quite the comedian last night. He's good looking AND funny ! Saya SUKA. My favourite part was the part where they all switched their roles - Pasha on drums, Oncy sang, Enda played bass, Makki played lead and Rowman played the guitar also la, he took Oncy's place. While Pasha was playing the drum, he sort of almost dropped one of the sticks!! KEKEK!!! Hahahaha....Well actually that wasn't my ONLY favourite part. I LOVE every single part of yesterday, well maybe not the opening act. Tak baik seh, but serious lah.

I won't be posting the pictures @ FB, nanti ramai orang see my Pasha and Oncy, I tak suka lah. Hehehe. Cannot share ramai lah. My blog is read my very few people, so okay.

Most of the pictures are not that clear because I just realised how sucky the quality of zoomed pictures are. The girl infront of me had an awesome camera, when she zoomed her pictures were still clear, she got a good picture of Pasha's pretty face. Benci skali, dalah she so tall, then block my view !! Just like Zoukout, they didnt allow DSLR cameras in. BORING!



I knew it was too good to be true! The tall girl with the tudung and the good camera came in and sat, but thank goodness I still can see Pasha and Oncy.